Finding Bosedeh : Lost and found Prayer.

Lost in the midst of finding oneself.

Lost in thousands dreams and aspirations.

Lost with plans and counter plans.

Lost so thou can be found.

May I find thee

More than I find myself.

May I get lost in thy ways.

May thee locate me more than

I locate thee.

Let my dreams be a reflection of thy plans.

Let me be lost in thee.

Let my career be my destiny.

And my joy thy purpose.

Till I find myself

Or till I find thee.

Let thy word be my guide.

Lost so I can be found.

Finding Bosedeh: I want to write about love but found nothing to write about.

I want to write about love but I found nothing to write about.

I think about a girl we shared 4 years of friendship and nearly dated. The stories we share, her advice that lifted me, her concern about me and my dreams. Her smile and her sense of humour made me feel special. But I don’t have anything to write about love.

I think about my mum who has sacrificed everything to see me educated, happy and healthy. The time she makes me laugh and cry. . But I still don’t have anything to write about.

I think about my best friend who over the years we have shared a lot of happy and sad moment. We have inspired, built and encouraged one another. Seeing our dreams turn into reality has been wonderful. But I still found nothing to write about love.

I think about God. He has loved me unconditionally, forgive my sins and promise me a brighter future. And I still don’t have anything to write about love.

I think about my favourite aunt, she had loved me as her own child and support me in all my endeavours. She always wants the best for me. But I still don’t have anything to write about love.

I think about my wonderful krio clients. We have never had a lesson that we have not to laugh. Sometimes we spend all the time laughing and talking. But I still don’t have anything to write about love.

I think about my uncles that have always been there to listen to my stories and worries. Even though I tell them new dreams, plans and goals every time. They never get tired of hearing from me. But I still didn’t have anything to write about love.

So, I think about my class 4 teacher and how she so believes in me. She gave me confidence and tell my mum I was brilliant in school which was a big lie. But I have nothing to write about love.

I know I need to write something about love. I started thinking about my grandpa. Who was the most loving and caring human being on earth. He spends his money and time to see me through school but left us at an early age of 86 years. But I still don’t have anything to write about love.

I think about my Youth fellowship. Which has been at the centre of my youthful activities for the past 7 years. The life and achievement of Past and present members that have inspired me. Yet, I don’t have anything to write about love.

I think about the busy petty traders in my street. They always smile to me whenever they see me. Whether it’s sunny or raining. We share jokes and talk about politics. But I found nothing to write about love.

I think about my friends and mentors that are in overseas whom I love to write whenever I see them online. I love fighting with them and tell them about my life. Nothing is there to write about love.

Ok, at last, I think about our dogs that are lovely and friendly. They are cool and love to play hard with me in the evening. But I still can’t write anything about love.

Thinking and thinking, I think about writing nothing. How I never know how to read and write till I was 13- years old. Yet, I don’t have anything to write about love.

I think about nothing and how it feels good to think about nothing. The joy and Alafia it’s brings to one soul. But still, I don’t anything to write about love.

So I think about……Gratitude

POEM: Making Christ known in our generation.

Bosedeh: We carry the gospel of truth and life with zeal.

We proclaim Christ in this nation.

We are Christ ambassadors to all generation.

We yearn for righteousness and thirst for holiness.

Anita: Why then are we silent

In a state marred by mediocracy

Once the Center of Christianity,

Now we are just a minority.

Bosedeh: The cup that Christ drank from I ask for.

The cross that Christ carries I seek for.

Making the gospel my daily occupation.

Anita: instead of the daily guide, social media remains our daily friend.

Our bible is just our Sunday friend.

Our love is just for selfish end.

Our self-righteousness drivers people that would be the gospel friend.

Our messages are all about prosperity.

Our charity is just for popularity.

Are we making Christ know in our generation?

Bosedeh: But, we’re random from death and sin

We cloth with love unconditional

We have abundant grace and fresh mercy every morning.

We are a Royal Priesthood

We are no longer slave, not even to the law.

Anita: In trials, we worry rather than speak to it with authority.

We planting churches in the cities with beauty,

And neglect the villages with no pity.

We attend church with lovely dress sometimes with hypocrisy.

We sing with lovely voice but with no sincerity.

Bosedeh: We accept and we will repent, with humility.

The passion of Paul we pray for,

The heart of Stephan we desire,

The wisdom of Solomon we long for.

let we all come to be inspired,

By their works and lives.

And set us on fire.

To make Christ known in our generation.

Duya master gee wi di merimeri,
Make we get the Majiji
En always yangeyange for make alman know but you na dis donia